Hi peeps!
Rasa cam nak update je blog ni padahal takde benda nak cerita sangat.
Maka, mengomel lah banyak-banyak disini *bukannya kau nak buku buku dan study for exam!*
Wee, seperti title kat atas, agak-agak this kind of relationship okay tak eh?
I'm having this kind of relationship, currently.
He moved from Serdang to somewhere *dirahsiakan... hehe*
Anyway, *make it short, baby* I had that kind of relationship before. With my ex. Okay?
A bit scary anyway because he left me because of we are too far away.
But it's okay sebab masa tu budak-budak lagi. Commitment pada this kind of relationship, maybe not worth at all *cuba denial*. Kot...
And currently, having this similar issue. Not a big problem anyway. Just sometimes feel a bit insecure and because of toooooooooo many past experiences *mestilah yang buruk-buruk*, kadang-kala diri sendiri pun tak boleh nak percaya. Bukan setakat dia sahaja.
Mungkin boleh jadi banyak perkara yang I sendiri tak mo state apa-apa disini.
We are in love *berani mati letak statement begini yer kau!*.
Started to plan to have a family *Insha'allah...*.
With that, we just try our best to endure and stick with this kind of relationship.
For me it is hard, a lots of effort, trustworthy, usnuzon (besangka baik), a lots of arguments and endure as much as I can.
So, doakan kami yang terbaik dan kekal hingga ke syurga *for YOU to read*. Amin~~~~
And for him *and not for YOU to read.hehe*, please be patient with me because I am keras kepala (tak dinafikan), tak mendengar kata, dan bukan penyabar.
So, just end it with lots of love to you, guys.
p/s: Mood jiwang kejap + mengantuk + mereng study = ???!!
1 comment:
Saya doakan awk ada jodoh dgn dia. saya tahu betapa awk harap ini hubungan yg terakhir. semoga Allah kabulkan doa awk utk kawen ngan dia ya ^_^
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